January 2012
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July 2011
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May 2011
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catatonic. I am still ignorant of what will liberate me from the inevitable consequences of my own afflictions. daddy issues. I believe this is my transitional period. the jealousy I battle with and the constant questioning of my self worth. the fleeting satisfaction I gain from the mistreatment I endure, as I search for the approval I’ve been denied from him in every other man I come ...
April 2011
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giving up the ghost.
farewell to every judas. forgiveness is no longer my forte, just fanciful, fickle fuck you’s.
January 2011
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August 2010
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July 2010
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June 2010
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sleep is a wonderful escape from this volatile blur, but once magical it’s now tarnished. it is fleeting and full of torment. I am enduring this, I am no longer relishing it. blackened and feverishly selfish little lines running down my face. fate threw me, frequent intoxication is merely an indication of vanishing motivation, a numbness. I am becoming indolent and my priorities have shifted,...
sublimination
Sublimation is the process of transforming libido into “socially useful” achievements, mainly art. Psychoanalysts often refer to sublimation as the only truly successful defense mechanism.
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May 2010
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The sweetest person said “one day you’ll find someone who won’t make you jealous”
Please don’t switch the light on until it’s pitch black outside. I can handle the dark if we’re touching.
I glance at the white curtain hanging at my window, my failing eyesight focuses on the pretty ripples that billow like smoke. Your apprehension to answer my question, your endearing failure to realise I just...
April 2010
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March 2010
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February 2010
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“Neither gods nor men can be truly creative unless they are willing to give...”
– Karen Armstrong, A Short History of Myth (via nightmarebrunette)